So i will began to start of with “B-ball”. He is so ahhhh-mazing. he is the complete opposite of me and yet we click like the last puzzle piece to our worlds. And he is soo perfect but he is soo unperfect. He just is. He is that bad boy that you want because when its just you and him he is the sweetest thing. Annd in a way that can be a badd thing because you want him to be real with you.. but the thing is is that he’s real to me. He tells me straight up like if im being an idiot he’ll let me know and when im cute he’ll tell me. and its so hard to stop thinking about him because he’s constantly everywhere i go. i love it and i hate. the quote: “Can’t live with ‘em can’t live w/out ‘em” definately applies here…
And all my besties tell me to go for it and just hook up w/ him and they also tell me that he’s badd for me and its gonna be hell. But the thing is, i want a guy who will tell me im wrong and fight w/ me about it. I don’t want some boy who will punk out because i raised my voice. fukkin fight for yourself. tell me that im wrong because i need to know that’ll you’ll put me in my place when i stepp out of line. Because if i have to hold you down then you better be able to hold me down.. then we can have a hot angry make-up…. FUN!!!! lol But thats what happens when im with B-ball, he is everything i want because he’s everything that i can handle and more.. and i love the butterflies that he gives me..! <33
Now.. hold on i gotta make up a nickname for this one… “Junior” because thats his grade… uhh well he is fabulous. we have soooo much in common its almost shocking. and i can see myself with him. he comes off as a badd boy but he’s truely sweet inside and out. and he is sweet to me and respects me. but i dunno if he has that certain spark that B-ball has. i mean Junior has the spark of the good guy and B-ball has the badd boy spark.
ITS JUST SOOOO CONFUSINGGGG!!!!!